wish fulfilled - i found Michelle

 I've been praying for a number of years for a long-lost friend I had in high school. I have mentioned her here in this blog on several occasions. She was my first high school crush. We were sophomores when we met. Nearly 50 years ago when we first me, 49 years to be exact. And I've shared in these pages how I've searched all possible sources of the internet to find trace of her life, and have found no evidence of her still being alive. So over the past few years I've just started to assume that she has passed on and is no longer living. Oddly, there have also been no information about her death/burial that I could find either, and no one that is still living from those high school years have any contact info to share with her. 

So I have started to make efforts to contact her on the other side. Scattered efforts, hit and miss doing my own versions of what I think are meditation tools to suss out the dead. Regadless of what my past efforts have garnered as results, I FINALLY had a dream visitation from her!! To me, this is huge. This is out of my control, what or who enters my dream visions. This was a couple mornings ago when this happened, and it was right at the end of my sleep, just before I woke up. My dream was taking place in a scene that reminded me of Mount Hermon (Christian summer camp) in the Santa Cruz mountains, and that's a place where she and I actually spent some time together at... not together, we were just both there at the same time, probably 1975/76. I was walking around the grounds in the dream, perhaps I was actually looking for and hoping to find her, although that was not the active thinking in my dream mind. As the dream wore on, I walked into a wooded are away from the cabins and saw someone walking out of the woods into a green, grassy area. They crossed the scene and sat down on a bench close by. As soon as she came out of the woods, I was able to see her face, and it was MICHELLE Z. no doubt in my mind that it was her. She looked as dreamy and beautiful as I remember her from her youth. She didn't look at me, but I could tell that she knew I saw her. She was of her own volition coming out of hiding so that I could know she's heard my calls. My heart leapt when I I saw her and felt like a hole in my heart was healed. 

Okay, I just needed to make not of this while the experience was fresh in my mind.

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Thom McKinney said…
Hmmm. This is interesting. Subconscious wish manifestation or supernatural?

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