THIS Rhett Butler Will Never Die

i actually wanted to use that last post as a lead in to a deeper dialog about the status of the spiritual cleansing, or exorcism, that Wanda Pratnicka did upon/for me. It started back in September and was supposed to take about 3 months. i think for a very large part, her work was successful. the stagnation i've experienced in my life in regards to the supposed control the ghosts of my forbears have had over my ability to work in the field of my desire has cleared. never before have i had work to do that i get so much enjoyment from. and truly, since i was 18 years old, being a music journalist was my dream job. the catch now is that i am not getting paid. and my financial status worsens by the day. trust me, you do not want to hear me go into detail about that. i'm wondering if there might be a slight mishap in why Wanda's work has not gotten deeper to the root of this. what that mishap may be, i think, is that she has not gotten payment from me for her service. Wanda live...

TEASER: to read the entirety of this very long blog entry you must follow this link to the blog itself. once there, you can listen to music with the new FineTunes player i installed, watch video previews of the upcoming movie SUPERBAD, and leave tags on my new tag board. you can also check the status of my webcam - which i am turning on an awful lot this week. i slept strangely this morning, emotions and body felings affected by the places my dreams took me. fell asleep between 2:30 & 3am and woke up around 9:30. it is so nice to be dreaming again but it is strange how the places we visit andthe things we see ourselves do in our dreamworlds can affect the way our emotions feel when we wake up. i think the overall experience i had in the three or four somewhat epic dreams i had this morning was of rejection. 30 minutes ago as i came out of these dreams i debated how much personal detail i would reveal as there were real life characters in the dreams, and now that i am sitting here ...

I received an email from Wanda Pratnicka this morning. She informed me that she is beginning my "cleansing" process today and that in 3 months time all influence of haunting by my dead relatives should cease. Yes, I am undergoing an exorcism. Believe what you may, let's see what is differnet in my life three months from now. Wanda Pratnicka Blogged with Flock