lost window of opportunity, probably squandered it on my own behalf...
I'm too uncomfortable emotionally this week to say exactly what I want to say here, right now, so this will be brief and incoherent due to a lack of detail... So "Lorie" is doing her 3 mini-sessions tomorrow. I signed in and requested to be considered for one of those 3 positions, as did over 100 other people. She consults with her spirit guides about who to select for these "sessions". But she also dropped hints last time, a month ago, when she did the July sessions that she likes to prioritize men in the selection process - since there are so few men in the group. I've seen about 3 different men attend her live sessions, compared to the 200-400 women that attend. So I became proud thinking that I'd be sure to be selected for this months offering. When I reviewed the list of people that requested to be included, I was the only man in the list. So between Sunday and tonight, I patted myself on the back thinking that I was a shoe-in for being chosen. Now,...