heart pitter-patter
something started to move inside my heart-space earlier this week. an old feeling that i have not recognized as being there in a number of years, and when it got stirred a few days ago, i was like, “oh where have you been! i’ve missed you soo much, my love!” what i think it is is the spark of spiritual connection of my heart to the divine. there have been different ways that this has manifested in my understanding over the years, and of course, my understanding now is different than it ever was before. my first memorable powerful experiences of this pitter-patter were when i was 13 years old and felt the flooding of power of the Christ-spirit into my heart. years later though, the pitter-patter felt different when i developed a romantic crush on a teenage girl at high school. there are times when the heart pitter-patter is subtle and other times when it is overwhelming and all consuming. sometimes the pitter-patter is just a dull ache and reflects how i miss something/someone or ...