my journey w/kratom
I guess it's about 3 weeks now that I've been ingesting this plant's dried and powdered leaves. My ability to concentrate has definitely been increased. I can sit down to both read and/or write with less distraction and more focus. This was the main benefit I had hoped to achieve, and it has almost singularly been responsible for the positive shift in my moods. But not entirely. The other totally unexpected experience I've been having is this increase in physical energy. It's kind of deeply wound, the structure of this change in my physical behavior. Let me try to explain. Up until 3 weeks ago I had deeply rooted, fear based limitations established in my mind about what I was safely capable of doing physically. The fear was mostly rooted in worry of over-doing exercise routines that would end up injuring me and preventing me from being able to either exercise more, or even just be able to get out of bed the next day. This fear prevented me from doing things as sim...