THIS Rhett Butler Will Never Die

 So let's just see what comes out... it's just kinda laughably ridiculous how quickly things can change in life. I'm just glad that life has developed me so well that I can pretty much just roll with the flow/blows that are dealt to me, and I get back up on my feet rather quickly.  I thought for sure that the gig at Whole Foods was going to have me set for a good long stretch of life. I was going to make more money for less effort than any other gig I've been working at for years now. And I thought I read all the signs correctly and that I was making the right choice in getting this job. But Ye Gods had something different in mind and I was forcibly exited from that position after just being there for 3 weeks. And what are my new plans? Thankfully Ye Gods picked me up and placed me into 2 really good-paying pet sitting jobs, which might enable me to put aside enough money for a trip to Minnesota at the end of October. There are so many things that can happen (see above)...

 Wow, something really has changed, in my world and life, at least. Today I feel such a deep feeling in my bones of solidity and anchored presence. It's like all the years of yearning for things to be better are starting to develop and manifest. I just have this newfound sense of being in the right place at the right time and I feel assured more than ever, that everything really is going to work out fine. I'm not sure how I want to expound on these sensations I'm experiencing... Firstly though, I have to state that getting rehired at Whole Foods feels like one of the best chess moves I've made with my life and intentions in a very long time. I can't wait to see what will begin to happen once I start my official hours working there tomorrow morning. Backing up a few steps, I do need to give credit to the solidity of my meditation practice now. It's always been an exciting form of self-care for me, to meditate when it's convenient, but now it's advanced to...

 So hey! I've applied for 2 different jobs in the past 2 days!! And I'm beginning to feel a tinge excited about the prospects. Although, I am also trembling a bit from fear that my resume shows too damaged of a persona for anyone to want to hire me... I have not heard anything from Whole Foods yet... Almost 2 full days have passed... I know that is not much time, but with all of the company's hoopla about how eager they are to hire new people, I anticipated being contacted immediately. One of my fears is that I have been blacklisted by the company because of how I quit my job (on the spot) when I worked for them back in 2015. That fear is part of what made me think and fear for all these years that they would never consider re-hiring me... during other phases when I felt curious urges about going back to work there again... Anyway, maybe I'll get a call from them tomorrow. Then today I applied for another "security guard" position in San Ramon. It's listed...