THIS Rhett Butler Will Never Die

 So I was listening to Lorie Ladd's Patreon live stream yesterday evening and was made uncomfortable by the stories that two of her patrons shared. These were two different women who had successful lives and successful careers but were unhappy because they were not making as much money as they believed they deserved to make. They were hoping to get even better at doing things that, by my standards, are pretty darn good to start with. In comparison to the career success I've achieved in 63 years of life, these women (in their 30s-40s) have already achieved a status that I know I'll never amount to.  This ruffled my ego's feathers pretty strongly. On top of these ladies not being happy with all that they already have, they had to flaunt it all in public using up Lorie's time and energy that could have been perhaps better used assisting low-life types like myself. I had at one point thought that perhaps I'll "raise my hand" and volunteer for Lorie to coun...

 I told you a few posts back that I took Lorie Ladd's ASTRAL TRAVEL course, didn't I? I think I did. I hope I did. I'm astral traveling several times a day now. I think I've done it already 4 times today. I probably should keep a very detailed journal of these experiences, but I can't slip into a strong enough mental focus yet to do it as well as I could. I'm going to detail a few of the experiences here. I like writing them out here because of the few regular readers I have, they would not hear about this if I were to privately journal them. These aren't really experiences that will benefit non-practitioners... they may seem interesting, but I dunno. If nobody says they want to hear more after this post, I will probably shift to privately journaling them. So going in reverse order from the latest experience I had today, well, let me begin with the guided meditation that Lorie led today. This was not an astral traveling experience. Lorie led us all, in visua...

 Today is the first day of the current Mercury Retrograde, and I must say, the turmoil attributed to this holiday has lost its sting in my life. Whatever the universe wants to toss into my court, I'm ready for it. Although, true to MercRetro's characteristics I was awoken by 3 different people trying to baffle me with confusing communications... haha, so classic, but I just breathed my way thru it all and rode that bronco like a champ. On my walk here to Starbucks, I listened to Lorie Ladd's weekly communication where she's revealing more personal stories about her life. The first thing she's talking about is the loneliness that she's experiencing. I feel her struggle, but I no longer suffer from that. Loneliness, that demonic creature used to torment me terribly. I spent decades in the throes of wrestling with it and it sucked so much inherent joy from my life. I never thought that struggle would end. But it did. Lorie's struggle is almost laughable to me b...

 So tonight I took a chance and posted a question for Lorie Ladd to answer during her monthly, live Q&A on her Patreon channel. Fortunately, my question got enough votes from the community to boost it close to the top of the list and she took a good 15 minutes to reply. I posted a video of her answering my question on my Telegram channel. The essence of my question was in regards to what is it possible for a person/soul to do when they feel like they've accomplished all that they have the energy to do in their lifetime. Is it possible to check in with your angel guides and ask them to help you finish up your life so that you can exit this mortal plane, sooner perhaps than what was originally planned? I'm not depressed, at least not enough to end my life on purpose. But this spinning of my wheels, for decades now, wondering what it is I'm supposed to be doing with my life... it's becoming old and I'm tired of never being able to figure this out. Well, Lorie someh...

 Now, this is getting to the interesting stage, where, via my attempted dedication to blog daily, I'm not sure what it is that I want to talk about today. The thing most prevalent on my mind are the hours of my day that I spend efforts in raising my consciousness. I do this through a couple of different activities. Primarily, meditation. On a good day, I'll sit in silent meditation for 20-30 minutes. On GREAT days, like yesterday I will meditate for an hour or longer.  There are different activities that I consider to qualify as meditation. Straight, sitting in a chair, eyes closed meditation is my favorite and usually most powerful style. I learned how to do this type of meditation from Gurumayi Chidvilasanda during the years that I was involved with Siddha Yoga. If it weren't for those (10) years of practice, I would really struggle with learning how to do deep, deep meditation like this these days. I know meditation is all the buzz these days, and almost everyone seems i...

 I've been a member of Lorie Ladd's Patreon group since July, and I added my name to the list to be considered for one of her free, monthly "mini channeling" sessions, and just yesterday was selected to be invited to join her for this month's, which happened this afternoon. Fortunately, she allowed me to be the first one of the three she is doing today, to go first. So my question for my guides, that I have not been able to see clearly enough on my own, that she was able to illuminate for me had to do with the acts of fulfilling my life's purpose. And it was so funny because, during the opening grounding meditation that she did, she helped us all see that our collective life purposes right now is to shine our light, as lightworkers out to the world. More so now than ever before. And so I thought, "Okay, I know this, I've been doing this... maybe that really is all that I'm meant to do with the rest of my life." And I told her when we started ...

  Today was the beginning of a new phase of a spiritual experience for me. Taking Lorie Ladd’s “Intro to Channeling” class revealed to me memories of things I have done in earlier lifetimes, as well have had glimpses of doing in this lifetime. I already have been channeling energies from spiritual entities, but with these new instructions, insights, and guidelines that Lorie shared today, I feel like I am about to embark on an exciting advancement of my abilities as a spiritual healer. She guided us through two meditations where she ushered spiritual beings into our individual presence. (I’d guess that there were several hundred participants in the class from all around the world.) At the very beginning of the class, she led us through a quick grounding exercise. During that experience, I started to see the beings that were waiting by the sidelines to “come into my space”, and I saw some types of beings that I have never seen in my meditations before. Namely, I saw giant-sized bein...

Update: that new theory about dowsing lotto numbers, philanthropically - kablooie. Still can't get all 4 numbers right. I can still get 3 numbers right, and have the 4th number off by just one... I'm not giving up on this, but until I gain some new, even fresher perspective, I'm taking a break. So when the pandemic began back in March, a good friend (from just a couple years back) reached out to check in on me and my family. It's sad that our friendship has lapsed because overall I saw the good in her soul. And she was readily available to me for conversation. She also attended mom's memorial service, which was really quite huge. Anyway, she gave me the name of this woman that makes regular video commentaries about the spiritual ascension process that is occurring on earth right now. I listened to her most current video that very night, and I was impressed by her insights and the compassion she expressed for her listeners. I now listen to whatever she publishes as...