more deeper venuvian vibes...
One of the most powerful women in my life was Sita. She was an upper-echelon devotee of Gurumayi, during the years I was involved with the ashram in Oakland. She knew Muktananda. I don't remember exactly how she and I met. I should ponder that some... the moment and situation in which she and I met and started our journey together... it must have been a seemingly inconsequential meeting in the Amrit (ashram dining room)... wow, some scenes are coming back to my memory... I think it might have been during a busy morning in the Amrit, perhaps a Sunday after the Guru Gita was chanted and I decided to ask if I could sit at her table because the Amrit would have been full, and it was at a time when my defenses of shyness were weakened... ashram life did that for me, opened my heart, emboldened me to just be myself and not be afraid of meeting new people. I had no intention of trying to make a connection with Sita... I don't even know if I had ever seen her before. I might have. I m...