update from the tombs...
ookay, i haven't written to you in awhile so i know you are dying to know what is going on with me. i've been laying low... :) it's two weeks+ now since i've been to the college so a lot of the angst i had been feeling since i last posted has died down. the heartbreak is over, but i am sorely missing the socialization that i got so much joy from. i have slid right back into my very normal mode/condition of just hanging out with myself. at first this scared me and added to the angst i was feeling over the whole heartbreak/failure scenario but now it just feels like my normal old life that i can't do all that much to change until the stars and fates and muses are in my favor again. right? my energy (physical/psychic) has really been messed up lately and i'm not entirely sure why, other than blaming it on the fact that i AM depressed. for the past 10 days i've been staying up until 4 or 5 am and sleeping till around noon, although today i didn't wake...