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 I've been a member of Lorie Ladd's Patreon group since July, and I added my name to the list to be considered for one of her free, monthly "mini channeling" sessions, and just yesterday was selected to be invited to join her for this month's, which happened this afternoon. Fortunately, she allowed me to be the first one of the three she is doing today, to go first. So my question for my guides, that I have not been able to see clearly enough on my own, that she was able to illuminate for me had to do with the acts of fulfilling my life's purpose. And it was so funny because, during the opening grounding meditation that she did, she helped us all see that our collective life purposes right now is to shine our light, as lightworkers out to the world. More so now than ever before. And so I thought, "Okay, I know this, I've been doing this... maybe that really is all that I'm meant to do with the rest of my life." And I told her when we started ...

 I surprise myself sometimes by the things I find that capture my attention. Lately, I've started binge-watching Master Chef. This hyped-up reality tv show that tries to give home chefs a chance to improve their skills, but also there is the lure of a cash prize and fame. I used to be afraid of Gordon Ramsey because all I really knew him for was his insane anger on that other competitive show of his called Hell's Kitchen, which I had never seen a full episode of before. (I've watched 6 seasons of Master Chef, as well of 6 seasons of Hell's Kitchen at this point in time.) What I find alluring about the show is the humanity that is focused on in the show. The contestants are very real and honest, and sadly what I benefit from watching this is having a sense of there being people in my life. Of course, I can't interact with these people, but in a bizarre way, I feel like the emotions they stir up in me while I watch the show makes me feel more human. I don't intera...

  Today was the beginning of a new phase of a spiritual experience for me. Taking Lorie Ladd’s “Intro to Channeling” class revealed to me memories of things I have done in earlier lifetimes, as well have had glimpses of doing in this lifetime. I already have been channeling energies from spiritual entities, but with these new instructions, insights, and guidelines that Lorie shared today, I feel like I am about to embark on an exciting advancement of my abilities as a spiritual healer. She guided us through two meditations where she ushered spiritual beings into our individual presence. (I’d guess that there were several hundred participants in the class from all around the world.) At the very beginning of the class, she led us through a quick grounding exercise. During that experience, I started to see the beings that were waiting by the sidelines to “come into my space”, and I saw some types of beings that I have never seen in my meditations before. Namely, I saw giant-sized bein...

 This has been a month barren of joy. For how joyful my birthday month has been over the past many, many years, I'm quite surprised that the month I usually experience the greatest joy in has been so dismal. I can attribute it to many things; my mother not being here to celebrate it with for one. Also, my son just moved his family out of state 3 weeks ago, so those are two very large components of my life that I don't get to interact with anymore. More so I guess giving credit to the world changes occurring in this bizarre year of 2020 deserves mentioning too. My spiritual evolution has been tantamount this year, so I am on the fence about believing that the sadness and disconnect I am feeling is not part of the bigger picture of how I am a different being now than I was this time last year. I am stronger and more enlightened spiritually than I perhaps ever been in this life, yet for what I have to show as developments and advancements in the physical world as a benefit of beco...

 Having a weird thought / idea right now ... And I bet it's something that a lot of people have figured out sooner than I have. When you create dependencies on people in the world, you give away your power. You look to others to feed you something that you feel unable to manifest yourself. And here's where I'm feeling this sharp stab come from. I have so few friends as it is (luckily, one of these friends REALLY understands me)... and I've tried to be a good friend, and to be of use to others in ways that I would hope to be reciprocated..  Okay, so here's where I'm seeing the holes in this objective of having friends. You either need to surround yourself with people that are so closely of like mind and common interest, people that are weird and thrive on the kinds of activities and ideas that motivate you, or else your going to feel incomplete. If you are a weirdo and all of your friends are normal, you're just going to appear as a circus clown to them. They...

I'm too uncomfortable emotionally this week to say exactly what I want to say here, right now, so this will be brief and incoherent due to a lack of detail... So "Lorie" is doing her 3 mini-sessions tomorrow. I signed in and requested to be considered for one of those 3 positions, as did over 100 other people. She consults with her spirit guides about who to select for these "sessions". But she also dropped hints last time, a month ago, when she did the July sessions that she likes to prioritize men in the selection process - since there are so few men in the group. I've seen about 3 different men attend her live sessions, compared to the 200-400 women that attend. So I became proud thinking that I'd be sure to be selected for this months offering. When I reviewed the list of people that requested to be included, I was the only man in the list. So between Sunday and tonight, I patted myself on the back thinking that I was a shoe-in for being chosen. Now,...

I have never been confident about setting new moon intentions. I've read the guidelines many people online share about their ideas of how to do this, and attempted to follow many of them, but it's never really jelled for me. The attempts have felt haphazard, forced, half-cocked and unsurprisingly as a result I've seen entire months go by with no evidence of the changes I've desired to see in my life manifest. So I stopped doing them. Maybe for an entire year... Then this month, out of the blue, my sidekick brought the idea back and suggested we give it a try again. I think she had probably kept up the practice, she's good about using tools like this. She has a much wiser understanding of astrology too, which might give her efforts more oomph When she made this suggestion to try it out this month, I had not even been aware that the moon had gone dark in the sky, haha ;) and didn't know it was the evening before the new moon. So here's what I didn't do, an...

Update: that new theory about dowsing lotto numbers, philanthropically - kablooie. Still can't get all 4 numbers right. I can still get 3 numbers right, and have the 4th number off by just one... I'm not giving up on this, but until I gain some new, even fresher perspective, I'm taking a break. So when the pandemic began back in March, a good friend (from just a couple years back) reached out to check in on me and my family. It's sad that our friendship has lapsed because overall I saw the good in her soul. And she was readily available to me for conversation. She also attended mom's memorial service, which was really quite huge. Anyway, she gave me the name of this woman that makes regular video commentaries about the spiritual ascension process that is occurring on earth right now. I listened to her most current video that very night, and I was impressed by her insights and the compassion she expressed for her listeners. I now listen to whatever she publishes as...

coming to this place to say anything, any longer? I don't know. Probably not, but it is still a place where my writing activates when I have reason to self-reflect or summarize what's going on. So I'll give it a try now. I was having a discussion a few days ago with a friend via text message, about a topic that I was failing to make my point clear about, and I thought, perhaps this would be a good topic to blog about, so let me think for a second whether I do in fact want to delve into that here and now or not. Backtracking a little bit, it is now June 2020, and anyone else alive on earth at this time knows about the current events concerning life on earth - I won't go into any grandiose philosophy about all of that... other than to say I'm coming thru this whole fiasco rather unscathed, and in fact, I feel stronger as a result of all the turmoil that has befallen large portions of society. My meditation/spiritual practices are stronger and more effective now, f...