THIS Rhett Butler Will Never Die

 Watched THE BANSHEES OF INISHFREE last night and have had my emotions stirred up in so many ways by this film. First pain I felt was of not being able to watch this movie with the person responsible for my having any interest in Ireland at all, Aine, who passed away nearly one year ago. I feel that this new film dethrones THE FIELD as the penultimate film drama that depicts the hard life that men live in the remote regions of Ireland. This film is a powder-keg of drama, as well as spectacular film making that is sure to stir deep residual unprocessed emotions in many members of the soul collective here on earth. It's pushed itself deep into my heart tho and I'm not yet aware of all that it's identifying inside myself. This film will take years for me to solve.  Something else this makes me reflect upon is the troubled friendship I have with an old high school buddy that I had a falling out with over the last year. He and I started sending texts back and forth after the New...

I hope this movie will make me cry tonight. I learned just yesterday that someone I have strong feelings for, that her mother died recently. It's a bit of a twisted story of friendship and miscommunication in the modern age that might make this am interesting story to hear, so I may take more time to tell it at length later. Right now though I need to experience some emotions for this friend, for her loss, and for her. I miss her and sort of tossed her away when things didn't go the way I wanted them to. Some may think I'm a fool, and they'd be right. I feel like I have something to make up to her. Again, I may totally be chasing a windmill but it makes me feel good to think that I might possibly mean something to her. We'll see. Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.3