THIS Rhett Butler Will Never Die

 Well, I gave up on doing New Moon intentions about a year ago. My thoughts just aren't organized enough to think about what it is I need (to manifest) in my life, I never write down what my intentions were, so later if anything did happen, or change, I didn't have a record to prove that it worked... and overall, I'm just pretty much okay with things happening the ways that they do. So why am I thinking about trying it again, now, today? Maybe because I've started listening to an astrologer that makes more sense to me, and who moves me more on an intellectual basis... A thinking man's/woman's astrologer... he didn't even suggest the idea of setting intentions with this new moon (that occurred around 3pm yesterday)... but something arose inside me making me feel like it might be worth trying... So here's what I'm going to do. And it's different than just making a list of wishes... I'm just descending into my heart (with my consciousness) to li...

  So this is a new endeavor I’m exploring. Going to try to channel some information about an event that occurred, somewhere, sometime in recent history. I know literally no information about the details of what happened. I do know that a murder occurred, and this is what I’m hoping to garner details about... I came upon this idea to try to “channel while writing” just recently, so let’s see how this goes. I see this as only an exercise that will get me more active in writing again, and stretch and develop my channeling skills. So I’ve already grounded and connected to the energetic essence of “this occurrence”... now I’m just going to begin writing spontaneously allowing ideas, a voice, and descriptions to develop on their own... I already feel like it’s “the house” that the murders occurred in that wants to share its insights with and thru me. A house is a physical construct, but it is also constructed of “energy”... It vibrates with energy, it IS energy, and it absorbs the energy...

 I had some quite enlightened thoughts and ideas flowing into my mind after I finished writing what I shared here last night. One theme that came in was the idea of how I can use this form of creative writing as a form of psychic channeling... I believe that I enter into an altered state of consciousness when I write. I begin my writing sessions by making an effort to connect with my very specific writing muses, I ask them to infect me with the energies that affected them when they were able to write their most poignant pieces of literature... but it goes beyond that too, they are not finite beings, they are gateway beings that tap into and channel the Greater Muse that inspires all creators. But when the Greater Muse flows into and through my personal muses, the energy of inspiration that reaches me is flavored with the life energies of these few humans that have greatly inspired me with the words they have commited to literature... So the bigger idea I was toying with last night ...

 blahablahahahahalblaaahbiddelyblahhhhh i don't know what to write about right now, but I'm sitting here in a cafe and it's what I do when I'm in cafes... sometimes I don't even decide to goto a cafe until I know I have a topic to explore, but today I came to a cafe becuase my best friend said she had time to a cafe, and did I want to come, and yes, of course, I wanted to meet her there... she and I used to cafe sooooo much in the early years of our friendship, aside from cemeteries, cafes were the central place that we would meet to spend time together...  I just scrubbed my memory to figure out how long we've been friends, we met pretty close to 11 years and 6 months ago... anyway... what else is going on? I did a LOT of walking last week, and using the Strava app my mileage was recorded; nearly 20 miles! A new incentive is using another phone app called RANDONAUTICA... it's a little tricky getting that app to work properly... like, it needs a data connect...

 Sorry if what I spoke yesterday came out rather bluntly, but it was the timbre that resonated with my soul's current energy... but, it was not explicit enough in detail to give a well enough rounded picture of just how well I am in my soul. I am so extremely content with the status of my life right now. The greatest desire I have is to be able to visit and spend time with my grandchildren. Missing them is an experience of tragic loss for me, but I am not having the worst experience of this type of other humans on this planet. And this is a major theme I wanted to expand upon.  In my experiences of "lack", I am experiencing the gift of being able to tap into the energy of others on this planet who are experiencing similar types of lack, and what I go on to do is share the deep flow of God's love that I feel in my heart to them. I literally "feel their pain" but rather than wallow in it, I swim in the oceans of abundance of the love of God to share with them,...

 I have not felt like writing here becuase it seems like nothing has changed since the last time I wrote. But things HAVE changed. They are worse, hehe, sigh. Which is a good thing. The harder life becomes in the material world, the more apt we are to discover greater more beauteous expereinces in the inner world. My inner life has become stronger and more beauteous over the past few months. I spend more time meditating, more time doing psychic and Reiki healings for others, and more time contemplating the hard questions of my life. I do not pray for a miracle of monetary abundance to fall into my lap anymore, but I pray for more of the Grace of God to enable me to endure the physical harshness of this world.  So I'm in a period of flux and adjustment. Despire work as a pet sitter being abundant this time of year, the toils of inflation upon the economy make my earnings not as powerful to meet my basic needs. I live in a house with no heat, I eat a warm meal only once or twice...