strengthening connections...

i have not heard back from Meg yet, not via email at least. yesterday though, i got a strong influx of psychic energy from her that made me think that she completed the task. i had a feeling for a few days that she might just go for it, the adventurous and daring girl that she seems to be. i used to get signals like this a lot from all sorts of people. used to be a hallmark characteristic of mine, to be able to tune into people from a distance, people i used to know, people i wanted to know, people i wanted to work with in some way. it was an invisible and imaginative method that i created for myself to fight the woes of lonesomeness with. it was what i used to find my first wife. yes, truly. psychic connections with people is the best way to create deep and lasting interactions. i pulled my wife to me out of the ethers nearly 30 years ago and we are still involved (minimally now) in each others lives.

what do i need to do now though to create connections out of the ethers? i need to stop looking in the physical world and generate activity in the ethereal. i do actually have tools to activate these communications but i can't tell you about them. i need to start using them though. they sit idle in my room, waiting for me. i must become focused in determining what my needs and desires are then breathe life into them. yes.

just watch. i bet that within what will seem like a phenomenally short period of time you will hear from me that i have met someone new, that my financial situation will improve and that i may even become able to travel. yes. shutting down my system of lack and loneliness. focus. having, not lacking.