money, schmunny...
i actually wanted to use that last post as a lead in to a deeper dialog about the status of the spiritual cleansing, or exorcism, that Wanda Pratnicka did upon/for me. It started back in September and was supposed to take about 3 months. i think for a very large part, her work was successful. the stagnation i've experienced in my life in regards to the supposed control the ghosts of my forbears have had over my ability to work in the field of my desire has cleared. never before have i had work to do that i get so much enjoyment from. and truly, since i was 18 years old, being a music journalist was my dream job.
the catch now is that i am not getting paid. and my financial status worsens by the day. trust me, you do not want to hear me go into detail about that. i'm wondering if there might be a slight mishap in why Wanda's work has not gotten deeper to the root of this. what that mishap may be, i think, is that she has not gotten payment from me for her service.
Wanda lives in Poland and they have a different PayPal system over there so when i initially sent her my payment ($100) it went out from our PayPal system but i'm not sure if she ever received it. in fact, i'm sure she did not because i got a notification from PayPal saying that the funds had never been claimed. at the time i didn't know if that was deliberate or not. whether the connection between systems failed, or if Wanda may have had pity on me and said to herself, "the poor fella, i'll do this one on the house!"
so what i'm thinking is that one way or the other our agreed transaction failed and maybe, on some subconscious level, even if she thinks she did all the "cleansing" she could for me, some hidden carpet in some forgotten room of my psyche has some dirt that was swept under it that she did not find.
and that if that bit of business is not finalized there is still some weird energy out of whack in my spiritual realm that is causing my rapid descent into financial peril. so i've written to her to ask her to check her records to verify we are copasetic or not. i'll send her $100 in a minute if she asks for it, despite the fact that i barely have $100 spare for the next month to spend on myself for coffee or a sandwich.
i just have a feeling, i've had it for awhile now that something is going to shift in a major way about my finances. that they will improve and i will be able to pay in full all the existing debts that i owe and that i will become able turn around and move forward towards being a contributor to society rather than continuing to be a taker from it.
on another note, remember the photo set i sent a link to yesterday? and i asked if anyone had a woman to introduce me to? someone wrote back and said she knew of someone that she thought i'd be a great match with! the person's name is Justine. so keep your ears (and eyes) peeled to see if i get to meet this person named Justine and if anything wonderful develops between us. this area too is something that i think should start to show progress towards improvement since Wanda's work. it has got too, no?
the catch now is that i am not getting paid. and my financial status worsens by the day. trust me, you do not want to hear me go into detail about that. i'm wondering if there might be a slight mishap in why Wanda's work has not gotten deeper to the root of this. what that mishap may be, i think, is that she has not gotten payment from me for her service.
Wanda lives in Poland and they have a different PayPal system over there so when i initially sent her my payment ($100) it went out from our PayPal system but i'm not sure if she ever received it. in fact, i'm sure she did not because i got a notification from PayPal saying that the funds had never been claimed. at the time i didn't know if that was deliberate or not. whether the connection between systems failed, or if Wanda may have had pity on me and said to herself, "the poor fella, i'll do this one on the house!"
so what i'm thinking is that one way or the other our agreed transaction failed and maybe, on some subconscious level, even if she thinks she did all the "cleansing" she could for me, some hidden carpet in some forgotten room of my psyche has some dirt that was swept under it that she did not find.
and that if that bit of business is not finalized there is still some weird energy out of whack in my spiritual realm that is causing my rapid descent into financial peril. so i've written to her to ask her to check her records to verify we are copasetic or not. i'll send her $100 in a minute if she asks for it, despite the fact that i barely have $100 spare for the next month to spend on myself for coffee or a sandwich.
i just have a feeling, i've had it for awhile now that something is going to shift in a major way about my finances. that they will improve and i will be able to pay in full all the existing debts that i owe and that i will become able turn around and move forward towards being a contributor to society rather than continuing to be a taker from it.
on another note, remember the photo set i sent a link to yesterday? and i asked if anyone had a woman to introduce me to? someone wrote back and said she knew of someone that she thought i'd be a great match with! the person's name is Justine. so keep your ears (and eyes) peeled to see if i get to meet this person named Justine and if anything wonderful develops between us. this area too is something that i think should start to show progress towards improvement since Wanda's work. it has got too, no?
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