decisive inroads and crossroads...

 and meeting places, when they are destined to occur, you cannot derail them unless you do complete about faces and retreat into denial. Scarlett and I on the spur of the moment tried to come up with a plan to meet today. We get to meet in person on rare occasions, usually about every six weeks. When I asked her last night about meeting today she told me that she was unavailable due to other family members' plans causing interference. So that was that. Then this morning she texted and said that her family members' plans changed, and she suddenly was available to meet this afternoon. Then the debate began about where we would meet. Her favorite cafes are the Sideboard establishment in Danville, or Lafayette, but I told her those places especially on weekends are too crowded with customers and that I didn't want to go there. Then we shifted to the idea of meeting in a cemetery instead. Which would have been fine, except that I just had a huge cemetery day 2 days ago, and have been stretched thin psychically... so that idea flopped. Then I suggested our old fallback, PEETS in Alamo, which is a great cafe for study sessions (we both have writing projects to work on today so that atmosphere was a good fit, but she didn't want to have to drink Peets coffee, haha... then I told her what my original idea was about going to the Dublin Library, which is much further from her home for her to drive to, but she said YES! There was another alternative location that I've visited only once in San Ramon, it's a hidden gem inside an old business park. I didn't have a solid idea of how busy it might be there on a Sunday afternoon (i was there on a weekday before)... plus, I walked there from home and was not sure how to tell her where to park there... anyway, this library in Dublin closes at 5pm today. Maybe she'll feel like swinging by the "Lake Library" (my nickname for it) when we leave here, just so she can see where it is and what it's like.

There! I haven't written a pour-out description of just "things and stuff" like that in awhile. It feels like that's the mode I'm in now, blogging here again, just getting my finger's blood flowing and letting mind thoughts connect words to a page of print... it doesn't matter what I talk about now, its just that I get in the practice of sitting here and channeling the energy via my machinery to become comfortable with talking out loud this way again.

So last night, here's something more interesting to consider... I had a profound channeling experience, one for the books and I might just go ahead and share the transcript here. I went back to check on Robin Williams, and it was one of the most airy, free flowing audio-visual sessions I may have ever experienced. I just popped into the astral, of course, after connecting with my angelic and spirit guide team, establishing boundaries of protection... the way the first night I tried to view him, the way he was hidden from my view and I was "pushed in upon" by what felt like dark energy protectors of secrets (Illuminati forces?}... this was so terribly easy. Maybe there's other astrological support happening now too, that energized and empowered my receptivity for psychic awareness... I don't have any proof to support that idea though. Okay, I'll get the transcript for you now...

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​Okay. It is 12:04 AM on Sunday, June 14th. Thank you, Archangel Michael, for everything you do to protect me. I ask for an especially strong protection with this channeling session tonight. I ask for invisibility and protection inside of being invisible. Don't let me think I can do things that I'm not capable of doing just because I have this extra gift. Archangel Raziel and Archangel Metatron, I ask you to heighten my psychic awareness to communicate with who I intend to communicate with. Sujata and Charles Winchester, thank you for taking care of this physical vehicle and all of the energy that runs through it to keep it fit, healthy, strong, and inspired to do this work. Thank you for your presence.

​Let's call in a special team. I need Johnny Cash. Thank you, thank you, thank you, my knight in his crow's clothing. He is still wearing that outfit and riding a black horse; I just love that it is so good. And then also... my memory is so bad. There were three suicides that I was trying to channel the other night: Robin Williams, David Carradine, and then the third one, which was the one I was actually able to speak to—oh yeah, Anthony Bourdain. Let's call in Anthony Bourdain because he did present himself for me to view, but I want to go back and try to talk to Robin Williams first.

​Okay, he's really being funny; he is mirroring me. I'm sitting here and I'm doing this thing with my hand to kind of make the energy flow, to make it lighten up and open up, and the movements I'm making with my hand, he is doing right across from me. He is doing exactly the same thing. He is totally in the persona that he was most powerful as, which was the comedic actor. That's cool. He already knows that I wasn't a huge fan of his work—I got that kind of reaction from Robert Redford before, although Redford was upset and Robin doesn't care. Robin's like, "That's okay, that's okay, some people aren't born with laughter genes." Yeah, that's me—I don't understand comedy. It takes... okay, I don't need to talk about that. I wanna know about... I can't stop doing this with my hand now, what the heck? Actually, that's making him feel more connected, so I'm just gonna keep doing it.

​He's saying, "Don't overthink it." Again, don't overthink trying to analyze what happened. He's trying to make me think it was just a flippant, momentary reaction and decision that he got caught up in—that one moment he was fine and the next moment he was like, "No, I'm out of here." But the way he committed suicide took planning; it took extreme planning. So there's no way it was spontaneous. I don't accept that. I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

​What he can see now is that he was not spiritually awakened. He did not have a spiritual practice in his life. He was not relating to God; he did not believe in miracles. He's saying to me that I am, in regards to that, so blessed because I do believe in miracles—I believe that somebody can pray and heal themselves. I really believe that's possible; he didn't. And he had nobody... yeah, there might have been people who tried to get him to think that way, but he didn't. And then the actual physical weight of the disease he was developing just breaks you down; it just breaks you down so much. Without a strong connection to a belief in God, where the power of the light and the love is flooding you, you can't see, you can't find your way out of that miserable depression. I accept that. I accept that.

​He just gave me a flash of Michael J. Fox—for how sick Michael J. Fox has been for so long, and that he has not given up. He has not given up. I don't know if Michael believes in God, but Robin is saying he does—he does believe in God. The light is in him, and that's why he hangs on; that's why he hangs on. How was the light that was in Robin different? He just said he was possessed. It was a possession. Wow. Well, that's really interesting. Wow. Robin, did you sell out? Were you an Illuminati figure in your career? Yeah. Yeah, big time, big time, big time. Were you a reptilian? Oh, my gosh... he was a reptilian. Oh, my gosh, thank you. He's saying if I had not put on the invisibility cloak to talk to him right now, I would have been swarmed by his protectors. He's really giving me a very unique opportunity. Okay, thank you, thank you, thank you, my team.

​Since this is a rare breakthrough moment, how can I help you? What can I do to help you? He just reached down underneath my feet and severed the cords. Oh, that's where that rope is that was holding him where he was floating on the ocean! Okay, I just got it, I just got it. And now I can see that shroud, that sail he was wrapped up in—it slipped off. What was inside it looked like a larva, like a butterfly larva, and it just lost its shell. He's starting to rise up; he's starting to rise up. Oh, my goodness, go man, go! He is stretching from inside this ex-shell and breaking out; his wings are breaking out. He totally has become a butterfly, and he is breaking out. Come on, you gotta go straight—you can't flitter around and just look at the scenery here on Earth. You gotta get out of here.

​He just morphed from this newborn butterfly into a jet, like an SST supersonic transport jet, and he's shooting straight up. He's getting out of here. He's gone. He's gone, he's gone, he's gone straight up. He supernova, like a bullet shot straight into the sun. Oh, my gosh, there's no way I could have just helped him. There's something symbolic about whatever I have just experienced and witnessed here—whether it's truly something I did for that person's soul or it's something reflective of my own reality, I don't know, I can't tell the difference. Oh, no—he's saying it was him. He's saying it was him; he's gone, he got out. He got out. Oh, my goodness. Oh, God, and it was just like there was a sonic boom, a thunderclap, like heaven just clapped.

​There's no way I did that; I deny it. I did not do this, it was not me. I did not just rescue Robin Williams from this Illuminati imprisonment. Nope, nope, nope, nope. I deny it, I deny it, I deny it, I deny it. Nobody could ever pin this on me because I was not here. I was not here; I was invisible. It's just the spirit of God breathing through me, doing what it does every day, all the time. Help me close this session down. I am really kind of mind-blown, and I just don't want to get whacked in any way as this closes down. Team, close it down, close it down, close it down. Thank you. Okay, let's get out of here. Thank you. Good night, everyone.

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