sample of what i experience in my channeling sessions...

 This is my vocal-transcript of the channeling session I did last night with Anthony Bourdain. I sit in meditation and use the audio recorder on my phone so that when I speak, the thoughts I receive and visions I see can be documented for further study. This is the first time I've put one of these sessions out for the public to see.  (No one has taught me how to channel like this. Some readers might laugh and say that it's not channeling at all. I don't care what anyone else may think negatively like that unless you can share some tips that might help me do my work better.)

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It is 11:18 PM on Wednesday, June 10th, 2026. Archangel Michael, thank you for your presence and your protection. I need a heightened connection; empower my connection to Raziel and Metatron, my psychic antenna monitors. Thank you. Sujata, my connection therapist, and Charles Winchester, my activator of awareness for connecting the soul to nature and people—thank you. (Sujata and Charles Winchester are two of my "spirit guides" that assist me when I channel.)

(Then there is some diatribe where I just talk aloud to myself to establish my place in the world, today.)

​I don't have a lot on my mind from what's happened today. This week has been empowered with faith and a commitment to spend money on things that I want to work. I had been able to save nearly $800 of my cash earnings from work, and I put all of that into the car this week. It got new tires today and I got an oil change yesterday, so the car is in really good condition right now. It's set for a long time; I won't have to get an oil change for a year because we don't drive that much, and these tires should be the last tires—they should last the rest of my life. And then also, having bought my airline ticket yesterday, I just woke up a couple of days ago with conviction, trust, and faith that now is the time to do this, to make the trip. It's a month from today—a month from today we'll be flying and arriving there.

​I didn't even mention the fact that part of what gave me the power to go forth with doing these things was my brother giving me a gift of $1,000. I've put it into my savings account, and my hope and intention is that I will not need to touch any of it. It's there as a buffer, as a cushion that just relieves a lot of the stress and worry from my mind. Hopefully, I'll come home from Fargo having not touched that money and will be able to give it back to him. That would be amazing; that would make me feel really clear.

​Anyway, who do we want to talk to tonight? The first and only person really on my mind is Anthony Bourdain. I do believe I channeled him before, but it must have been a long time ago. For the most part, I have very little or no recollection either of who I've channeled or of what their channeling sessions may have been like. I'm pretty sure I did channel him, and it was at a time when I was not understanding how somebody as wealthy and successful as he was could choose to commit suicide, having enough money to get any kind of mental health treatment in the world, to be able to go anywhere you want to go, to be with anybody you want to be with—and yet have walked yourself down the narrow, tight hallways of suicidal depression. I still don't understand that, really. It still blows my mind. Other than having felt that way myself, that's the only thing that gives me any kind of semblance of understanding of why people do it.

​I don't know if I thought this before when I channeled him, but what if he didn't commit suicide? What if it was actually a murder somehow? I need to go back and look at my notes about what came up in that session. I wish I had looked for it before coming in here. Let me see if I can pause this real quick and look him up.

​Okay, so I did find an entry, but it wasn't a channeling session; it was just a journal entry where I had mentioned that I wanted to talk to both Robin Williams and Anthony Bourdain about why they committed suicide. I don't have an actual session, at least not in my Penzu journal, which is where I keep all my other sessions. Let's go talk to Mr. Bourdain.

​There are two other suicides as well that I want to channel: Robin Williams and David Carradine. This feels heavy already. My team, let's go in.

___ (This is when the channeling visions and voices begin to come through.)

​Wow, they're all three here. The three of them are standing in front of me. The first two, the one on the left and the one in the center, are wearing white shrouds, but the one all the way to the right is Anthony Bourdain. He's just there in jeans and a plaid shirt, hands on his hips, looking at me like, "Okay, are we gonna do this?"

​Team, take me up. Take me up to the higher self connection. I don't want to talk to the ghosts; I want to talk to the wise overseer, the over-soul. You can talk to me about whatever you want to tell me; you don't have to just answer my questions. Show me whatever you want to show me.

​Here's what I'm getting from him. He says, "You get worn out, you get fucking tired of the games people play on you and with you. You get frazzled into a situation where clear thinking is gone. It's like being on a binge for three days, you're not sleeping, and you're running manically wild with your best friend or your lover, and they say one stupid little thing that you cannot understand, you cannot figure out. You're not living your spiritual path; you're trapped in the mundane, in the animal-urged life. The pain becomes psychotic—it drives you psycho—and you get driven into a blind alley that you cannot calm yourself down from."

​I accept that. I am sorry if that's really what happened to you. He's like, "You're damn right it happened to me. I wouldn't have told you if it didn't." He slipped into his higher self, illuminating a summary recording of how it ended for him.

​Higher self, what do you think about how you became that person who was unable to rationalize anymore? He had no interest in spirituality; his spirituality was with being human, and that's what he signed up for in this life. Anyone who is illuminated in fame like this, whom people watch, acts as a trigger to help other people tap into the experiences they illuminate. Why do I watch his show? Because I don't get to experience what he experienced. I watch out of a hunger to have that—my soul has a hunger for the travel, the food, and meeting strangers. He was put there to illuminate that, to awaken people to go out and do it on their own, but also for those who just can't, to be able to have the imagination and the satisfaction of it through the imagination.

​What is your new soul project? What are you working on now in the universe? It's kind of like he's got a job on a cruise ship, like one of those stewards who organizes activities for people, like a travel guide. He's not a boss; he's not at a boss level. He's still in training. He's trying to simplify this for me, because what it actually is is very complex. There really is a lot of movement in the universe, souls going between different galaxies and planets, and it's all instantaneous. Soul travel is instantaneous, but there are layers of protocol you have to go through. You can't just die and say, "Oh, I want to go to XYZ galaxy." If you haven't met the requirements, they won't let you pass through to that location. You can't just go because you want to go. It's like a key; you have to be shaped into a key that fits the door of the place you want to go to, and that all comes through obedience to the processes—especially the life review healing process. Once you achieve the life review healing process satisfactorily enough, then you're able to start moving around and going places.

​Is there anything else I need to hear before I let you go? He says, "Keep up this work. Don't stop doing this work, even when you have nights where it doesn't make sense what you're hearing or seeing—keep doing it." They want me to keep writing, and it's pointing more toward working with these sessions. I think I'm going to have to start going through my sessions, reading them, and maybe editing them or writing more about them. I need to start studying them.

​Thank you, Mr. Bourdain, thank you for your time. What about the other two guys? He says to try and come back for them because they will tell you more things.

​Do you need a healing at all? Is there any part of your soul that got fractured? His soul is fractured everywhere he ever visited, with all the people he got to meet who all hold onto their memories of him. He's like a ghost in a sense—not a trapped ghost, but tied to the fractures of the memories of their time with him. People really cling to those, and people have confusion about the suicide as well. I send healing to all of that energy, to all those aspects of yourself. My team, can we send a healing out to him? There we go.

​I think that's all I'm gonna say for now. I'll let it go there. Thank you, Anthony. Thank you for being an inspiration, and hopefully one day I will get to travel before I leave here. Thank you.

---- Then I close down the session by asking my spirit guides to shutting down the channels and clearing me of any residual energies that might be lingering... ---

I have over 250 recorded sessions like this, and this is what I'm contemplating working with as a project, to put these in a printed document that I could leave for my grandkids to read one day...