strange /er/est days
Just had a weird glitchy mental experience, I was suddenly awash with a feeling of wanting to buy something I saw online. In the last 30 minutes I came THIS CLOSE to hitting the PAY NOW button on 3 different items which I do not need, do not really want, and gave no deeper thought to as to whether I could afford it, whether they were genuinely useful items that possessing them would enhance my life... I was just like "OOH PRETTY! I WANT!"... I used to be slave to such emotions like that, especially back when my bipolar mania was rampant... I would just give into the impulse, this felt OLD like that... I really do not spend/buy the way I used to, NOT AT ALL... I don't even go to the thrift store anymore!! No retail therapy in this boys life, nope nope nope!! So what was there, where did it come from, and kudos to me for shutting it down... Okay, that's all I want to say about that...
I started to watch SHRINKING last night, as a follow up to the healing-binge I did with Ted Lasso. It's not affecting me in any similar manner at all in comparison to TL. Did I talk about this already yesterday?? I think I did... or maybe it was brought up in my channeling session last night?? I think I might just be "cried out" after TL... I do like the characters and the story line so far, so I'll probably keep watching it. I'm yet to finish WIDOWS BAY, I still have 3 or 4 episodes to go to finish it up. Don't want to rush through it, want to savor it, so I need to get back to it soon, maybe tonight... and then there's two other new shows I have on my list, and I think they are all produced by Apple TV, which feels weird to me. I usually find aspects of production values of the shows this company makes that are faulty or lacking... one thing that happened in the last episode of WB that I watched, the MC ate psilocybin mushrooms, and we were led to imagine what it was he was seeing in his own mind with no special effects used for the visuals at all... any other, almost every other movie or show that deals with someone eating magic mushrooms goes the extra yard and creates visual effects for the viewers to see... and we were pretty much left scratching our heads wondering why his "tripping" was so much like "not tripping"... other things I've seen in other Apple shows lead me to equal types of criticism... it's not a deal breaker for this show because the writing/acting is really spot on for the most part. And TL lacked NO quality in production. Okay, I'm just yapping for the sake of yapping...
What else is going on in my mysterious life??
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uhh yeah, there's a million things to talk about but I'm not in the mood at the moment to crack open jars of truth and honesty bombs right now, not yet, not tonight...
(found some wonderful playlists in youtube of old chanting music I used to sing back in the 90s)
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