dreams of her

So last night/early this morning I had 3 very memorable dreams that had visions of Scarlett inside of them. (I took different sleeping pills than I normally take, is the only reason I think I slept differently and was thus able to dream. Plan on repeating the procedure tonight.)

The first dream had both Scarlett and Roezi in it. Roezi stood near me while Scarlett was packing up things in the place that she lived at as if she were getting ready to move to somewhere new to live. I don’t know what Roezi’s purpose was in the dream. She stood near me but didn’t really speak to me. I think I did see her mouth moving so she probably had things to say. Scarlett said that she was waiting for her photographs to “complete printing” or “to arrive”, something like that before she was going to go. It looked like she lived in a cabin in a forested area.

The second dream was just Scarlett and myself. We were riding in a car (I was driving) at nighttime on a street in Portland, Oregon. It might have been raining too. There were three things she said to me. The first was that she felt like there was some kind of being inside of her body. My first thought was that perhaps she was pregnant, but then she went on to describe it as being a smaller, spirit being that fit inside her frame and limbs. The next thing she said was when we arrived at a destination I took her to in the car. It was a doctor’s office and she went there to pay a bill - not sure if she told me what for, but she did make some kind of comment to clear up my confusion. And the third thing she said was when we were driving back up the street we drove up on, that she wished that we could end this period of confusion and alienation that we were caught up in.

That is what gave me hope when I woke up that perhaps the end of this “period of separation” would, in fact, come to an end.

The last dream, I was standing inside a small, shack-like building that reminds me of the cafe on the cliff by the Sutro Baths in San Francisco. I was near the door and in came two people; Raymond Ahner (a rock and roll photographer that I know) and Libby. Raymond made eye contact with me, but Libby gave me a weird glare and rushed past me. They were both carrying cameras, so I thought that they must have been together.

Later, I went for a hike in the rain and felt so much love energy clear the air between her and I. I requested for Charles Winchester to go heal whatever is broken between the two of us, and I also asked for him to heal everyone in her household, mentally, physically, and emotionally. I never really gave up on believing that she and I would reunite, but these dreams really amp up my belief more and more.