contact with ancestors
So I discovered a new "teacher" the other day. Her name is Roberta Grimes. I heard her talking on Coast To Coast AM. Her area of expertise is communicating with the dead, as well as some other areas. I don't want this posting to be only about her - because she has done other things in her life that I want to delve into as well.
She really pushes the point that it is possible to speak to our deceased ancestors. I've known this for awhile but never had a sense of confidence instilled into me the way Roberta did so for me.
So, last night I thought about which deceased ancestor I should try to reach, and quickly I decided on my cousin Jade - she died a little over two years ago. (Her mother died less than a year ago - I will say more about her in a bit.) I've suspected that Jade has been available to me as a spirit guide - but never had any convincing experiences which gave me assurance that she indeed was.
So I meditated last night with the intent of finding her as my goal. I slipped into a trance and quickly was overwhelmed with a joyous sense of feeling her presence. My head was thrown back and I was staring at the ceiling - a definite sign that I was in a state of connection with my higher self. I was positive that she had joined me in this state. Something came through as a message from her, but I believe I misinterpreted what she meant.
I meditated again tonight with the intent of finding out what past life might I have lived with her. I walked backwards down hallway of my consciousness to where the doorways to my past lives are available for me to go into. I looked for the room that had the title of Daryl and Jade's Past Lives.
I saw the two of us as young children. We were our same sexes, and we were around 5 or 6 years old. It felt like we had a similar type of connection in our relationship as we did in this lifetime. Except that we were close. In this lifetime we were not close - I mean that we could feel a close connection spiritually, but we got to spend very little time together in real time. I think I only got to spend time with her in person 6 or 7 times over the 50 years that we were alive. Looking around the scenery of the location of where that life took place, I believe it was 1940s England. This made sense too because we both went to visit England in our early 20s. We were both there at the same time, but we were unable to spend time together.
So I tried to get some more, different information. And I wanted to find my aunt as well. I asked Jade to show me what it was she was involved with doing now in the afterlife. She appeared to change into a bird. A large bird, like a hawk or falcon. She was a member of a tribe of bird-beings and she said that she spends a lot of time flying - that it's a therapeutic, healing experience for her. It was weird today though because I really wanted her to give me an affirmation that it was her I met last night by giving me a feather. All the places I walked thru today, not a single feather was to be found. And Roberta says this is one thing that ancestors use as signs of their presence - they "manifest" pennies, or feathers. Why wouldn't or why couldn't she do this for me.
Regardless, I felt like this was a strong manifestation of my belief of what I am capable of doing in my meditation trances. I need to work more on finding ways to deepen my trances too. So I found my Aunt Lari too. She appeared to be somewhere where a lot of books were kept. And then it struck me, she is working as a librarian at the Akashic Records! She wanted to let me know that I can come to her for whatever information I desire to know from the records. I decided that next time I meditate I'll ask her to help me find some of my very, very old relatives. Specifically Mary Christmas Barnett, and Sarah D'eath. Mary lived and died over a hundred years ago and Sarah died over 300 years ago. They are simply two people that have stood out to me from my family tree.
Okay, that's all that I want to say now.
She really pushes the point that it is possible to speak to our deceased ancestors. I've known this for awhile but never had a sense of confidence instilled into me the way Roberta did so for me.
So, last night I thought about which deceased ancestor I should try to reach, and quickly I decided on my cousin Jade - she died a little over two years ago. (Her mother died less than a year ago - I will say more about her in a bit.) I've suspected that Jade has been available to me as a spirit guide - but never had any convincing experiences which gave me assurance that she indeed was.
So I meditated last night with the intent of finding her as my goal. I slipped into a trance and quickly was overwhelmed with a joyous sense of feeling her presence. My head was thrown back and I was staring at the ceiling - a definite sign that I was in a state of connection with my higher self. I was positive that she had joined me in this state. Something came through as a message from her, but I believe I misinterpreted what she meant.
I meditated again tonight with the intent of finding out what past life might I have lived with her. I walked backwards down hallway of my consciousness to where the doorways to my past lives are available for me to go into. I looked for the room that had the title of Daryl and Jade's Past Lives.
I saw the two of us as young children. We were our same sexes, and we were around 5 or 6 years old. It felt like we had a similar type of connection in our relationship as we did in this lifetime. Except that we were close. In this lifetime we were not close - I mean that we could feel a close connection spiritually, but we got to spend very little time together in real time. I think I only got to spend time with her in person 6 or 7 times over the 50 years that we were alive. Looking around the scenery of the location of where that life took place, I believe it was 1940s England. This made sense too because we both went to visit England in our early 20s. We were both there at the same time, but we were unable to spend time together.
So I tried to get some more, different information. And I wanted to find my aunt as well. I asked Jade to show me what it was she was involved with doing now in the afterlife. She appeared to change into a bird. A large bird, like a hawk or falcon. She was a member of a tribe of bird-beings and she said that she spends a lot of time flying - that it's a therapeutic, healing experience for her. It was weird today though because I really wanted her to give me an affirmation that it was her I met last night by giving me a feather. All the places I walked thru today, not a single feather was to be found. And Roberta says this is one thing that ancestors use as signs of their presence - they "manifest" pennies, or feathers. Why wouldn't or why couldn't she do this for me.
Regardless, I felt like this was a strong manifestation of my belief of what I am capable of doing in my meditation trances. I need to work more on finding ways to deepen my trances too. So I found my Aunt Lari too. She appeared to be somewhere where a lot of books were kept. And then it struck me, she is working as a librarian at the Akashic Records! She wanted to let me know that I can come to her for whatever information I desire to know from the records. I decided that next time I meditate I'll ask her to help me find some of my very, very old relatives. Specifically Mary Christmas Barnett, and Sarah D'eath. Mary lived and died over a hundred years ago and Sarah died over 300 years ago. They are simply two people that have stood out to me from my family tree.
Okay, that's all that I want to say now.
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