other things to talk about...
well, i don't think it could have anything to do with stopping the psycho-meds, but my blood pressure has skyrocketed in the past couple of days. i mean frightfully high (took a reading at Safeway last night around 12:30 am 169/115). i'm feeling no pain, only a strange sensation of pressure in my head/ears... the numbness in my fingers is pretty much gone away. i had run out of Furosemide and didn't have any for a couple of days but i've gone without it for much longer periods of time, and have been fine. the only explanation i can come up with is that i've been eating salted peanuts a lot recently. they sell these huge, 2lb bags at Costco and i've been munching them late at night. so no more of those. i'll see my doctor on Monday. if i were actually in some sort of pain i'd go to the emergency room now. anyway, i'll keep you updated.
remember i told you about dreaming? well, everytime i sleep now i can remember my dreams!! i took a nap this afternoon and dreamed. amazing stuff... don't care to describe it right now, although i did have a symbolic dream yesterday morning. i opened the door to my bird's cage, put my hand in and my youngest parakeet Canguru, hopped right onto my finger (something she has never done before though). I had opened the cage to feed her and the other parakeets. Well then she hopped onto my shoulder and i walked out of my house to go do things. i didn't realize that she was gone until i came home and saw that the cage door was still open and that she was not there. i went back outside and called her name. She came to me from out of the distance and landed on my shoulder.
during the time she was gone i only have the faintest recollection that i had been in Port Costa "working things out" with M~. something i actually have no real-world intent of ever partaking in. but, that is where my dream soul went anyway.
ok, the only other bit of news to share is this kicker. i got a letter in the snail mail system from Dr. D~. i am going to scan it and post it here as it is rather unbelievable to me. in it he says that i "have every right to fire him", but that he wants to have one last face-to-face meeting with me in which i do it. please... someone talk to me about this. this seems so bizarre to me.
remember i told you about dreaming? well, everytime i sleep now i can remember my dreams!! i took a nap this afternoon and dreamed. amazing stuff... don't care to describe it right now, although i did have a symbolic dream yesterday morning. i opened the door to my bird's cage, put my hand in and my youngest parakeet Canguru, hopped right onto my finger (something she has never done before though). I had opened the cage to feed her and the other parakeets. Well then she hopped onto my shoulder and i walked out of my house to go do things. i didn't realize that she was gone until i came home and saw that the cage door was still open and that she was not there. i went back outside and called her name. She came to me from out of the distance and landed on my shoulder.
during the time she was gone i only have the faintest recollection that i had been in Port Costa "working things out" with M~. something i actually have no real-world intent of ever partaking in. but, that is where my dream soul went anyway.
ok, the only other bit of news to share is this kicker. i got a letter in the snail mail system from Dr. D~. i am going to scan it and post it here as it is rather unbelievable to me. in it he says that i "have every right to fire him", but that he wants to have one last face-to-face meeting with me in which i do it. please... someone talk to me about this. this seems so bizarre to me.
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