THIS Rhett Butler Will Never Die

 Its that many days since I last entered any thoughts here. Possibly one of the largest gaps in this blogs history. I just stumbled into her a few days ago, looking for any record of my having written about the experience I had when I worked at Peets Coffee, and/or Savers... found an entry, but then couldn't resist surfing through the months and years where I've written so very many explanations about my life experiences. Here's a strange experience I incurred doing this, I found things that I wrote in which I could not pull up pictures in my memory of exactly what it was I was talking about. That says a couple of things. One is that I've written things here that lack specific details that would help me remember what I was talking about a decade afterwards. Even in cases where there was enough detail, it's still hard to picture exactly what was being felt, or meant with an entry. This is not important, but it is a curiosity. I finished writing over 53k words in Nove...

I shifted the location of where I'm doing my blogging/journaling to another site. I did this nearly 3 months ago and have been writing everyday, without fail. But it's not a site that is wide-open public like this one is. I'm able to write more personal essays that I wouldn't always want to share with the unknown public that has access to this site. Here posted below is what I wrote this morning. I've talked about these things here before so I thought it would be okay to share.  I heard some surprising news today that is giving me deep thoughts. I learned that Amy Allan, the central figure in a paranormal research show that I place above importance of any other "ghost hunting" show on TV will no longer be working with the show. She has decided to step away from the show because of health reasons. In my clairvoyant opinion, I believe that she's been overworked from her role in this show for quite some time now, and that the chronic fatigue and series of...

 Had a good day. Walked 5 more miles, which is turning into a good habit/routine. I get to listen to past episodes of Coast To Coast AM, something I can't get myself to do at home. Ended up at Costco again to have a cheap lunch, and it turned out I remembered something - I can get free food samples to eat there too, which can be slightly filling on it's own. What ended up happening surprised me though. I got talking to a couple of the ladies that serve the food samples, asking them questions about how much they enjoyed their jobs. These women are older than me, which says a lot about their character, but also about the job, that it's not all that difficult to do. I COULD DO WHAT THEY DO and not have to worry about injuring myself like I did at Whole Foods. They also only work the amount of hours that they want to work, which satisfies the other caveat that I have about not making too much money. When I left there I immediately recognized what was happening. God was testing ...

 Weird night/morning... started to recognize my pattern of having sleepless nights (didn't get to sleep until 5:30am yesterday). I know that this is a clear and definite sign of my entering a hypo-manic state of mind/life which will feel good and active and focused, but will end up in depression. So tonight I decided to stem the tide of having another night like last night and took a pill to get me to sleep. It worked, sort of ... I slept hard and deep from 10pm-ish until 3:30am... missed my midnight starting time for this daily journal, but that's fine because I'm here now doing this. I was having deep thoughts before I fell into sleep last night, about not taking life seriously enough and not working hard enough about doing all that I could be doing with my life... thinking that tomorrow (today) I'll start to work harder, that I'll start journaling again to get down into the nitty gritty crevices of where my dark secrets are buried, and where my secret powers are ...

 Well, today is when HCH has its only in-person Reiki Clinic in Lafayette. Since the lock-down back in 2020 they have only been doing Reiki clinic online via Zoom meetings. I have only ever participated in one solitary Zoom meeting. It seems that most of the world has gladly adapted to using this method as a replacement for classroom/clinic setting type activities, and it's really odd for me to be one who adapts new technology so readily that I cannot acquiesce and jump on the bandwagon with everyone else, but I just cannot do it in my current living situation. The one time I partook in a meeting I did it in someone else's home where I had relative privacy, but even there it just did not fully resonate with me. It felt "wrong". Like maybe there is something wrong-fitting with the human soul to take part in communication this way. And then on top of it for this topic, the topic of doing personal healings for strangers, the public, its so depersonalized. So yeah, I don...

Well, it's my traditional starting time for my 750 daily words, and I am here, a little bit later than usual. It's been a busy week for me full of more manual labor than I am accustomed to, and well, tonight I am very, very tired. As well as muscularly sore and achy. I don't want to waste words going into detail about the labor I was involved with, but I will say that thankfully the end of that job has come and I will be able to sleep in late tomorrow without fear of being awakened by my task-master brother, haha. The fatigue has spread to my mind though, and at the moment, I'm at a loss for a topic to expound upon tonight. I did have a nice walk in the neighborhood wild area this afternoon where I got to see some parts of the washed out creek that I've never seen before. That was stimulating. OH! And I saw a large, wild coyote running out of the wild-woods across a very busy thoroughfare heading northwards, towards a much larger open space. I hope that he escaped t...

 For how powerful my meditation experiences have been as of late, one would think that I'd want to do nothing other than spend my entire day meditating because the experiences I've been having are so strong. I keep telling Scarlett about this over, and over that things are happening inside my meditations that I've never experienced before and that my own mind is blown by the surprises I feel happening and being revealed to me. Yet here I sit now in front of this machine, jotting down notes that can in no way translate what it is I just felt while meditating just a few short moments ago. I sat in my meditation chair, not having any pre-formed intent about what I wanted to explore or deliver. No one has asked for healings as of late, but there are two elderly men that I know of that need healings, so I did, at the end of this experience deliver some of the energy that I acquired to them. But those "healings" were not even close to the work I do when I have the inten...