absentia, but not...

I shifted the location of where I'm doing my blogging/journaling to another site. I did this nearly 3 months ago and have been writing everyday, without fail. But it's not a site that is wide-open public like this one is. I'm able to write more personal essays that I wouldn't always want to share with the unknown public that has access to this site. Here posted below is what I wrote this morning. I've talked about these things here before so I thought it would be okay to share. 

I heard some surprising news today that is giving me deep thoughts. I learned that Amy Allan, the central figure in a paranormal research show that I place above importance of any other "ghost hunting" show on TV will no longer be working with the show. She has decided to step away from the show because of health reasons. In my clairvoyant opinion, I believe that she's been overworked from her role in this show for quite some time now, and that the chronic fatigue and series of "little accidents" (tripping and breaking ankles, that sort of thing) are signs that she's overextended herself making DEAD FILES and that both her soul and her guides are telling her that she needs time off to take care of herself. This is overdue news, and it's sad that she was not aligned enough with her own guidance earlier so that she could have chosen to step away from her duties earlier, before her health began to suffer so much. This says something of significant importance. There need to be more people doing the kind of work that she does. There is a large enough pool of homes and families suffering from "whatever paranormal activity is" that there needs to be more properly awakened and trained professional mediums out there working to assist in bringing healing to these suffering people. This is my opinion. I've never heard anyone else address the matter of "paranormal infestations" as being a chronic, social issue. I think it's still quite early in the history of the work that Amy initiates to help suffering people find pathways to self healing. I think there must be an underground multitude of believers out there that also feel this way, and are hoping to become part of a growing movement of believers and healers that want to help with this work. And on the other hand, I might be completely wrong about this. Maybe this entire idea of mine that there are an enormous amount of homes suffering from paranormal infestation is just my own imagination. Yeah, I for the moment right now do think this is a crazy idea. I don't have any reason to believe that this is a problem in the community I live in. I don't have any reason to believe that there is a paranormal infestation on my own street. I mean, there could be, but how would I even know? I don't talk to people and I don't go to the places (online) where people talk about their problems. Ugh, before I sat down to start writing this, about a half an hour ago I had this illuminated idea of what I would write here and it was to be about how Amy Allan is an inspiration and guide to/for me. I was thinking about how I could follow the trail of inspiring thoughts I have about what she does, and how she's been like a teacher to me when I watch her show. She inspires me to develop my psychic abilities more. And she inspires me to work more seriously at being a Reiki healer. With her leaving this show all I'm left with are her pre-recorded episodes to rewatch and study. I tried really hard to attend her training seminar she had 4 years ago when she was in Sacramento, but the empty wallet syndrome I still suffer from made that impossible to do. I have rued over this so much, thinking that if I had been able to make a personal connection with her at that seminar I could have been able to open a door to being able to communicate with her more professionally. All I can do now is send her messages via Twitter, which is not really communicating at all. Well, I'm wallowing in Aries eclipse detritus and being swallowed up by my won shadows tonight. I know that as time progresses the best ideas and opportunities will come to me and I will start to piece my life together to do meaningful things with my time. I think the other part of what I was wanting to write here tonight is how Scarlett is a comparable source of inspiration for me. She's developed a work methodology that has aligned her with her life's purpose, and she, through ingenious methods of online study and self teaching is living the typed of fulfilled life that I have always wanted to live. I think she is God's greatest gift of an example and of a teacher/mentor that I have in my life right now. Not that I want to do the exact work that she's doing, I want to do something more like Amy does, but how Scarlett has become able to be as intelligent and as powerful she is at doing her work, this is the type of inspiration and guidance that I need right now. So I'm going to start praying for my archangel team to start helping me get my act together, and let's get to work! THANK YOU SCARLETT AND AMY!!