Daryl Darko / aka Tyler Durden

why i continue to try to inspire those suffering from humanity to do things differently, i do not know. i have mentioned before my tres amigos that i have known from high school days. that is 30 years+ that these friendships have endured; even if the connections have eroded to somewhat dismal conditions now. i've got a bug in my butt about making a difference in the world though, and even though the spectre of 50 years of life is hovering over our bodies - i want to make one last stab at helping these fellas.

when we were teenagers i found a way to make my life different and led two of these fellas to follow the path i was taking. the other fella probably found this path on his own (at least i think he is too proud or sullen to admit that i could have influenced his decision to follow the Xrist). anyway, these three have followed the Xrist into lifes of boring complacency. and now i think it is time to wake them from that slumber.

i now this is all sounding like nonsense, especially since i am not really saying very clearly what it is i plan to do. i've been a fan of the film FIGHT CLUB for a number of years but it is not until right now, in reading the actual novel, that i am seeing the worth of FIGHT CLUB as a life path. i don't mean the violence, but maybe the mayhem. although i can see how getting into fights as an impetus to express supressed anger would be a healthy thing.

anyway, i am going to buy copies of the novel and send them to these three amigos for birthday presents this year and push them to actually read the book; then see if by the time we all turn 50 next year whether they are ready to step up our commitments to life and friendship a notch. i introduced them to one savior. now it is time for them to meet a different sort of savior. you can call me Tyler now.

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