she made her point clear, punctually...
it was only a dream, but, me being mortal man, and she being succubus, it was the only way that we could interact with each other without breaking any rules. i was staying in a room that reminisced of being in a college dorm. the room was decorated with bare essentials; a bed, a chair, a lamp. in my dream awareness i knew something was about to happen but i did not know exactly what it was going to be, or that it would be a who.
my last visitation by a succubus was very different than this visitation. it was about 2 months ago and i was sure that it was the spirit body of Francesca Lia Block that invaded my sleep. The evening before I had just began my first online conversation with her and I told her that I wanted to receive her blessing to assist me with my writing. Before I knew it, I was awakening the next morning from a lucid interaction with spirit form. It was a sensual encounter, not a sexual one. But she engulfed my dream body with her spirit body and a soul connection was generated.
this morning, in the white room with the white bed covered with a white sheet a young white woman with blonde hair came to me. she was barely clothed in a flimsy white shawl. we stood facing each other communicating in words, that i could not hear. and she made it clear to me that i had a mission and that she was going to "activate me" to begin the activities of the mission.
she looked into my eyes as if to comfort me, but transmitted the message to me that, "we need to have sex now" to get you on your way. she took me by the hand to the bed, i laid down on my back (now realizing that i was already naked). she straddled me and we began the sex act. it was unemotional, and really, i don't think it was very physical either. it looked like our bodies where there, "going at it" but it was more of a spiritual transference of energy that was happening. there was no real sexual excitement other than what i got from seeing myself in bed with this adorable, sexy lady that seemed to have some sort of care for me.
she did make sure that i understood that the "act" had to be completed or i would not get the information that i needed to begin the mission. so where i would have otherwise lost interest (because the sex didn't feel like sex) i struggled to stay involved and achieve some sort of climax to the act. and by climax, i was surprised when she said it was over because some sort of coin had materialized in the air and fell onto the bed. but she fell onto my chest, breath heaving as if she had just had sex and reached her own climax.
for me, the pleasure was just being there. being in a situation where it seemed that someone needed me, wanted me, to partake in this activity. and she was cute, but i had not future thoughts about her. no future desire to be more involved with her. she seemed just like a pawn in the mission i had to complete.
so we get off the bed and she hands me the "coin" and says that it is the "key" to the vehicle i will navigate to get to my next destination. the vehicle, a big old 70's style car; brown, was in front of the building. i got into it and inserted the coin into a slot, whisch turned the engine on. i don't know if i drove or if the car drove itself but before i knew it i was in the Himalayan Mountains. in Nepal.
there were men all around. like it was a monastery, or a men's retreat type setting. some were talking, some were alone, meditating. i walked toward the entrance to the building, which really was just like a cave opening in the side of the mountain. first man i came to i asked for instructions. "i'm here on a mission. what do you need me to do now." he basically guided me to look at the other men to see what things they were doing, and to decide for myself what it was i thought was important to do.
it was then, out of the corner of my eye that i saw her. she was still dressed in white, glowing but seemed not be noticed by anyone else that was there. she just looked at me with a knowing smile, and i felt comforted. not because i felt any sort of adoration for her, but that she was a part of me and that in seeing her here i understood that i had achieved the first part of my mission.
i walked on away from her and the others toward what looked like the edge of a ravine. i bent down and picked up what i thought were some twigs and then proceeded towards the edge of the ravine. the one man that i had spoke to when i got there came running up to me with an anxious look on his face and asked, "So, now you know what to do?" he was nervous, looking at what was in my hand. i looked down and saw that i was holding very large firecrackers. "Those are pretty strong. You know that, right?" he said. I assuredly nodded, "Yes, I know." and continued on towards the ravines edge.
then the dream faded away...
my last visitation by a succubus was very different than this visitation. it was about 2 months ago and i was sure that it was the spirit body of Francesca Lia Block that invaded my sleep. The evening before I had just began my first online conversation with her and I told her that I wanted to receive her blessing to assist me with my writing. Before I knew it, I was awakening the next morning from a lucid interaction with spirit form. It was a sensual encounter, not a sexual one. But she engulfed my dream body with her spirit body and a soul connection was generated.
this morning, in the white room with the white bed covered with a white sheet a young white woman with blonde hair came to me. she was barely clothed in a flimsy white shawl. we stood facing each other communicating in words, that i could not hear. and she made it clear to me that i had a mission and that she was going to "activate me" to begin the activities of the mission.
she looked into my eyes as if to comfort me, but transmitted the message to me that, "we need to have sex now" to get you on your way. she took me by the hand to the bed, i laid down on my back (now realizing that i was already naked). she straddled me and we began the sex act. it was unemotional, and really, i don't think it was very physical either. it looked like our bodies where there, "going at it" but it was more of a spiritual transference of energy that was happening. there was no real sexual excitement other than what i got from seeing myself in bed with this adorable, sexy lady that seemed to have some sort of care for me.
she did make sure that i understood that the "act" had to be completed or i would not get the information that i needed to begin the mission. so where i would have otherwise lost interest (because the sex didn't feel like sex) i struggled to stay involved and achieve some sort of climax to the act. and by climax, i was surprised when she said it was over because some sort of coin had materialized in the air and fell onto the bed. but she fell onto my chest, breath heaving as if she had just had sex and reached her own climax.
for me, the pleasure was just being there. being in a situation where it seemed that someone needed me, wanted me, to partake in this activity. and she was cute, but i had not future thoughts about her. no future desire to be more involved with her. she seemed just like a pawn in the mission i had to complete.
so we get off the bed and she hands me the "coin" and says that it is the "key" to the vehicle i will navigate to get to my next destination. the vehicle, a big old 70's style car; brown, was in front of the building. i got into it and inserted the coin into a slot, whisch turned the engine on. i don't know if i drove or if the car drove itself but before i knew it i was in the Himalayan Mountains. in Nepal.
there were men all around. like it was a monastery, or a men's retreat type setting. some were talking, some were alone, meditating. i walked toward the entrance to the building, which really was just like a cave opening in the side of the mountain. first man i came to i asked for instructions. "i'm here on a mission. what do you need me to do now." he basically guided me to look at the other men to see what things they were doing, and to decide for myself what it was i thought was important to do.
it was then, out of the corner of my eye that i saw her. she was still dressed in white, glowing but seemed not be noticed by anyone else that was there. she just looked at me with a knowing smile, and i felt comforted. not because i felt any sort of adoration for her, but that she was a part of me and that in seeing her here i understood that i had achieved the first part of my mission.
i walked on away from her and the others toward what looked like the edge of a ravine. i bent down and picked up what i thought were some twigs and then proceeded towards the edge of the ravine. the one man that i had spoke to when i got there came running up to me with an anxious look on his face and asked, "So, now you know what to do?" he was nervous, looking at what was in my hand. i looked down and saw that i was holding very large firecrackers. "Those are pretty strong. You know that, right?" he said. I assuredly nodded, "Yes, I know." and continued on towards the ravines edge.
then the dream faded away...
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