THIS Rhett Butler Will Never Die

 I may be one of the very few living humans that deeply respect and enjoy this piece of music...    I think there are many more people that enjoy this man's music, tho no one I'm acquainted with can stand this stuff...   Experiment Perilous live at Redwood Bar   This video is from an amazing live streaming concert I found by total chance last night on youtube. I'll be checking in on this site frequently!     This is a style of performance music-art that I enjoy more and more, a style I did not use to enjoy; electronica, but there are avant garde artists/musicians that create soundscapes that I can listen to without cringing... like this...    

 Hmm, how did I find this book... for the life of me, right now, I cannot remember how I stumbled upon this book. I am pretty sure that it was not from a youtube book reviewer (the way I have been finding most of my recommendations lately)... gosh this is gonna bug me until I figure it out... dang! Well, I fell in love with this lady's writing within the first few pages. She does something that I find takes more power of concentration to keep track of than I am used to exerting... and this could have turned into a deal breaker if the story had not been so captivating. She has a LOT of side characters that play very important roles in the story, and it's hard to keep track of exactly who is who, and to follow their trails of involvement between the developing scenery of the story. I was able to keep good enough track of the most important side characters, so yeah, it worked out just fine. The one thing I felt most dissatisfied by was that the source of the "evil" in th...

 Right now the plan was that I would be in Fargo, North Dakota, spending a lovely summer evening outside with my son, his wife, and my grandkids. Fate intervened and wrecked that plan. I'm too sickened/saddened by the events that unfolded early this morning that sent this plan awry to write out all the details about it. In summary, American Airlines employed Mercury Retrograde tactics to disrupt the original flight plans that I paid them my hard earned money for. One mistimed schedule change turned my entire plans for the day into a landslide of panic ensued calamity that I had no power to recover and rescue myself from. So I never even made it to the airport today. And here I sit, alone, in my room. Despite everything that failed to bring joy to myself and my grandkids today, I feel calm and at peace now and trust that a new better plan will come about and I'll be able to try again to go see them in September. Okay, I must have written that on Friday night, and it's Sunday...

Tonight's channeling session... Okay, it's 11:42 PM on July 8th, 2026. This is Wednesday. I've just grounded, run energy, and connected with the archangels, my healing masters, and my spirit guides. I've also already tuned into my topic for tonight's channeling: two Irishmen—two literary Irishmen. I think I know why they came to my mind; I was chatting about my writing last night, and there was a comment about a similarity or some kind of allusion to my writing and his. It's Samuel Beckett, someone I've been fascinated with for a very long time. I've actually never read a complete work of his; they are just very dry, terse, and I think they're kind of depressing. I think he was a bit of an existentialist or possibly a nihilist, and that's what made me feel connected to him over the years—that he had a bit of depression he was dealing with. But he wrote profound works that he's very highly regarded for. I've never thought of channeling him...

Here's the transcript from tonight's channelling session... It is 11:21 PM on Tuesday, July 7th, 2026. I've been sitting here for a few moments already grounding and connecting with my spirit guide team, so everyone is in place. I am going to connect with three different people tonight. I give them permission to have entry into... well, actually, I'm not going to give them entry into my aura. Only my team can have access into my aura space. Those I'm going to be viewing don't need to come into my space. The entities that come into my space are here to work with me, teach me, and help me, whereas those we are going to read can stay out. They don't need to come in for me to be able to see them. All the archangels are connected, and Sujata and Charles Winchester are connected. The three I want to check on—which might actually grow to be five, but let's just start with three—are the primary characters from *Buffy the Vampire Slayer* who have passed. That is ...

 Channeling session from last night... It is 12:36 AM on Monday, July 6th, 2026. Just taking a moment to establish connection with all of my archangels, spiritual spirit guides, healing masters, and ancestral soul partners. Grounding. Establishing a flow of celestial energy coming into my body, raising up Earth energy into my body, and circulating both into my heart so that this entire transmission comes straight from my heart. I don't have anybody in mind to channel yet. I wanted to just do a connection with the upcoming spaces of time over the next couple of weeks—this week and next week, in particular. This week as I prepare for departing on my journey on Friday, and then next week while I will be on my journey. I just want to pull in and anchor protection, boundaries, and a strong flow of love and trust amongst everybody that I'll come into contact with. Safety for everyone, so we can all get to where we're going and have meaningful interactions together. I reach out an...

 Less than 5 days until I leave to visit my grandkids in Fargo. I was supposed to see them last September, but due to a last minute health crisis I was unable to make the trip there to see them then. So now it's just about 2 years since the last time I got to spend time with them. I feel like they have gone through so many changes since I last saw them, growth and maturity, you know how it goes, I fear that they won't seem like the sweet young kids they were back then... I know that's not something I really have to worry about, but it is still 2 years of growth they've lived through that I did not get to witness closely. Another thought is, I can't seem to remember anything specific about what I did during the summer of 1976. The memory tag that should hold significant pictures for me is that it was the 200th anniversary of America/4th of July... I have possibly one thin memory that I might have spent a week or two at Mount Herman Conference center in the Santa Cruz...