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learning how to conjure spirits, for realsies

 Okay, so I've been interested in communicating with spirit beings for almost as long as I've been alive. And now after 60+years of human life on this earth, I feel like I'm nearing a point of breakthrough with this art. I've been having experiences in cemeteries for decades, where I feel a deep quiet descend upon me which initiates a powerful inner flow of energies moving thru me. The thing is that they have been silent and non-descript energies. I don't hear voices, or see faces/bodies/effigies/apparitions. That may not be the story for much longer tho, I hope. So today I had an unexpected opportunity to visit one of my favorite mausoleums in Oakland, California. When I entered the building my plan was to use a few of the ghost hunting apps that I have on my phone to do what I've been doing up until now, to try to hear and see spirits. I turn on Ghost Radar and let it feed me text messages that I believe come from nearby spirit energies. I turn on the SLS Came...

where have ye been, my wandering boy?

 Well, I haven't been here, expounding on my thoughts and experiences, that's for sure. But tonight, right here in the now, I am here... we are at a pause in the pandemic where the tensions have eased enough to allow one of my favorite types of places to recommence business for the general public. I am sitting inside a cafe with my Chromebook jotting down whatever words spill out the front of my consciousness. I MISS THIS. And I have explanations for why I can do this, in a place like here, but maybe they are more like excuses than legitimate explanations. I feel free and open like a book when I can sit in a public place like this. The other key to being able to do this is I am free of the distracting energies that suffocate me when I am at home. There ARE some things that I can do well, powerfully, freely in the privacy of my own bedroom, like MEDITATE and give Reiki healings... I don't have anywhere else, yet, where I can go to do those things. So thank all of the Gods th...

just gonna try to spit this entry out... quickly

 So you know when you read a novel, the preface is full of gratitude the author expresses to all the people that helped them write and complete their books, helping them along the way with inspiration, encouragement, assistance with research, and editing, and all the other difficult and menial tasks that it takes to get a book successfully accepted by a publisher? Sometimes there are pages of names listed, depending on how many people the author could recruit to help them do this monumental task of writing a book.  Wouldn't you just love to have your own name listed in the preface of a book written by someone you know and love? Well, maybe this is your lucky day! Because I have the draft of a novel that I've written that needs a lot of work done to help it become ready to send to a publisher, and I'm looking for helpers! I'm literally at the point where this story has sitten on my computer, unopened and unthought-of for years now, and I'm almost to the stage where i...

new year, but my only resolution is...

 to be as attuned to pursuing the attainment of my life's purpose as much as humanly and divinely possible each and every day. I'm setting no concrete goals that I want to attain because these usually end up turning into limitations for me. Usually, I set too high of a goal, and when I find it unattainable my hopes crumble. By waking up to a clean slate every day I'll be free to discover new inspirations I may have never imagined before if I had given myself too many simpler goals to chase. I dunno, maybe this sounds like a copout of some sort. But it's just the way that I've gravitated towards living and behaving over this past year. Here's an example. I've always kept the dream alive of wanting to travel. But due to economical constraints, I've never really been able to do much. The last trip I made was Labor Day weekend 2019 to bury mom's ashes in Ohio. Coming up with the money for that trip felt ultra-miraculous. Prior to that, the last trip I ma...

live mini-session with Lorie Ladd, happened JUST NOW (well, a few days ago - Now, then)

 I've been a member of Lorie Ladd's Patreon group since July, and I added my name to the list to be considered for one of her free, monthly "mini channeling" sessions, and just yesterday was selected to be invited to join her for this month's, which happened this afternoon. Fortunately, she allowed me to be the first one of the three she is doing today, to go first. So my question for my guides, that I have not been able to see clearly enough on my own, that she was able to illuminate for me had to do with the acts of fulfilling my life's purpose. And it was so funny because, during the opening grounding meditation that she did, she helped us all see that our collective life purposes right now is to shine our light, as lightworkers out to the world. More so now than ever before. And so I thought, "Okay, I know this, I've been doing this... maybe that really is all that I'm meant to do with the rest of my life." And I told her when we started ...

Gordon Ramsey; Life Coach, sorta

 I surprise myself sometimes by the things I find that capture my attention. Lately, I've started binge-watching Master Chef. This hyped-up reality tv show that tries to give home chefs a chance to improve their skills, but also there is the lure of a cash prize and fame. I used to be afraid of Gordon Ramsey because all I really knew him for was his insane anger on that other competitive show of his called Hell's Kitchen, which I had never seen a full episode of before. (I've watched 6 seasons of Master Chef, as well of 6 seasons of Hell's Kitchen at this point in time.) What I find alluring about the show is the humanity that is focused on in the show. The contestants are very real and honest, and sadly what I benefit from watching this is having a sense of there being people in my life. Of course, I can't interact with these people, but in a bizarre way, I feel like the emotions they stir up in me while I watch the show makes me feel more human. I don't intera...

channeling 101

  Today was the beginning of a new phase of a spiritual experience for me. Taking Lorie Ladd’s “Intro to Channeling” class revealed to me memories of things I have done in earlier lifetimes, as well have had glimpses of doing in this lifetime. I already have been channeling energies from spiritual entities, but with these new instructions, insights, and guidelines that Lorie shared today, I feel like I am about to embark on an exciting advancement of my abilities as a spiritual healer. She guided us through two meditations where she ushered spiritual beings into our individual presence. (I’d guess that there were several hundred participants in the class from all around the world.) At the very beginning of the class, she led us through a quick grounding exercise. During that experience, I started to see the beings that were waiting by the sidelines to “come into my space”, and I saw some types of beings that I have never seen in my meditations before. Namely, I saw giant-sized bein...