I want to expand this self-analysis a little bit further and explore some of the features of one of the other "moon trines" that are in my birth chart.
Moon Trine Mars
Moon trine Mars natal is an indicator of a successful life. It makes you daring, charismatic, sexy, and most appealing to the senses. You can draw a crowd, as the Moon represents the public, and Mars represents attraction. You can give off a special kind of attractive and entertaining energy.
You should have a great need to express your feelings without holding back. You express both sad and happy feelings generally without restraint. Other people appreciate and respect your openness and honesty. You will fight for your family and your beliefs. You become so emotionally attached to the things you are passionate about that defending them is like defending yourself.
At the intimate level, you are attractive, charismatic, and charming. You are a passionate lover with the sexual magnetism to have your strong needs satisfied when you want and by who you want. You would have a more successful relationship with a partner who is strong-willed and adventurous like yourself.
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Right off the bat, this description does not match as closely to what I believe I have legitimately experienced in my life compared to yesterday's deep dive into Moon Trine Pluto. This description sounds more like a designer's perfect blueprint for the potential someone with this placement could experience... and as it goes with astrological interpretations, other things going on in one's chart collide with one's potential. And I'd really like to find out exactly where these collisions occur that have prevented me from experiencing my full potential in this lifetime.
I do not feel like I have experienced a successful life. One of the main ways I've been a success is in dodging the bullets the gods have tossed at me, trying to take me out of this world early. The detailed list of my lack of successes would much easier to compile... partly because it's something I feel more prone to wrestle with than my so-called successes. I'd like to be remembered famously as a failure, haha... THAT would be more romantic sounding...
Anyway, I do feel like I am somewhat daring with my attitude towards facing challenges in this world. But I fail to see how either charisma or sexiness has served me in any positive manner. I am such an outsider and wallflower... I've never had much oomph in regards to wanting to stand out and attract attention to myself. I cannot ever recall "drawing a crowd"...
Now perhaps this feature of needing to express my feelings without holding back shows forth here in this blog. Since I don't have (many) people that I've ever expressed my feelings to in person, I have turned to these blank pages in this blog to talk about the things that cannot be held back...
Ok, now I'm really not feeling this aspect much at all... that I'm found to be attractive, charismatic, and charming at an intimate level?? If that were the case I should have been a Don Juan in this lifetime... as I shared yesterday, this has NOT been the case, not in the slightest... Yes, there must be some glaring interference with how I have NOT played out this blueprint in my lifetime... I'll have to do some heavy research to see if I can find it. (Passionate lover, bwhahahahahaaaaa, riiiiiight :(
Comments
I had an astrology chart once when I was a kid, but it was full of holes; mainly because I used it as a dartboard (Just kidding. I just made that up.)
But seriously, I don't measure you by the standards set in those astrology signs. Your spiritual journey has taught you a wisdom and personal insights few ever achieve. Your compassion for others is a priceless virtue.
In my eyes, you succeed where many others fail.
Thom